* Pretty Little Endeavors

I've had such wonderful feedback from my last post. After a few people e-mailed me, I realized I can't allow the negative people from my past to keep taking from me. I'm almost positive that I won't be deleting my blog. If anything else comes up, or if I continue to see traffic coming from the cities that those people live in.. I will make this blog private. Simple as that. I forced myself to step out of my current comfort zone this weekend. I'm so grateful that I did! I went to the Lions game and had some adventures downtown.  Lions game and Jimmy Howard. Total win.  I got to see a sneak peak of the auto show, got to go into the venue I saw Corey Taylor at when it was empty and a band was doing a sound check and so many other random things. It was a lot of fun. I absolutely needed a day like that.  I'm really looking forward to blogging more and I'm really praying that I won't have to make this private. I'll be sure to keep you upda...

I made the decision that I wanted to come back to blogging. However, I honestly think that I'm going to have to leave this blog and start a new one. Which is very sad, but at this point I'm so sick of all the drama and games.  After my last post I received a very immature and disturbing Facebook message from a family member of my ex. Asking why I didn't disclose other information about things I did. The allegations that were listed in this Facebook message makes me completely understand why I'm getting prank calls almost daily and why friends and family members of my ex keep contacting me.  Sometimes when people are wrong, they place blame on anyone they can. And I guess when that same person lies a lot, they'll never admit to false statements. Yes, I have a lot of proof, including voice recordings, that would make these people think twice about what they were told. However, I'm not looking to play dirty. I'm actually not looking to play at all. T...

I have felt unsure of how I would be able to get back into blogging after what I've recently went through in life. I'm still trying to figure out life after everything. It's almost pathetic that I wish I was the bad person in the whole thing. That would be so simple. I'd feel horrible for the choices I made and eventually I'd be over it an on to the next.  It's frustrating that even after explaining that my mind starts thinking about how all the lies that were made and all the bullying he encouraged will never make him feel bad at all. I'm more than sick of allowing people to try and break me down for not realizing what he was doing. This is my time to be open. This is my time to speak the truth. I don't care who reads this. I'm done letting someone make me a fool when I gave absolutely everything. For the past month or two I absolutely hated this quote. I made my mistakes, I should of behaved better.. However I changed a lot. I proved tha...