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I confess...

Classes start on the 30th and I'm actually kind of looking forward to getting back. Someone please remind me that I said this when I'm crying about how stressed out I am.

I'm embarrassed about the amount of times I have listened to the song Roar. So glad Spotify doesn't keep track.

I'm making a doctor's appointment tomorrow. Not because my doctor is forcing me, well that's part of the reason. It's mostly because of my knee. I mentioned before that for a month my knee has been numb. It doesn't feel asleep, just when I touch it it I can't feel that I'm touching it. The other night I was in the middle of rolling over in bed (I sleep crazy) and instantly woke up because my knee hurt so bad. It's still numb, it's not hurting, but at the same time it's bothering me.

Before I got certified in Phlebotomy I was terrified of needles. Like cry my eyes out and have a panic attack terrified. I should of never told anyone at my doctor's office that I'm certified because they see my extremely visible veins and want to go for a "harder one" and typically it hurts like hell and they end up going for the obvious ones. 

On top of that, I'm always terrified my doctor will call me once again to tell me the blood work back back abnormal.

Lately I've been having the most obnoxious cravings for Diet Coke. I can't get enough.

I'm absolutely loving Detroit Lion Nate Burleson's clothing line Lion Blood!


I have a huge crush on one of my guy friends who is finally coming home today. No worries, I'm not rushing or jumping into anything. Just excited.

It took me over an hour to clear enough room on my phone to do the iOS 7.0 update. It better be worth it, it's taking forever to update.

I can't seem to finish any post I start. I have so many drafts that eventually I'll finish. I just keep getting stuck or distracted.

If I can finish a post for tomorrow, I will feel accomplished.

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  1. good luck with your dr. appointment. and you guy friend :)

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