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My mind runs a mile a minute

I wish that there was a time when my mind was completely clear. My mind is a hard worker. Which sometimes that's great. Other times I wish it would just take a vacation. I know that there are a million rules to blogging and don't worry.. I am well aware that I break 99.9% of them. If I was blogging to be a big shot blogger, I'd follow rules. I'd write posts that are funny and full of entertainment. I'm a chick with a blog not a blogger. My blog sucks most of the time, but it helps me clear my head. So if you're looking for a great quality blog post, this one is not it. It's simply just a vent post about some of the things on my mind.

I'm exhausted, but I know I won't be able to fall asleep. Story of my life.

Wednesday night I have class 6pm-10pm, I had to park by the railroad tracks which was fine until 10pm rolls around, it's dark and of course my truck is so far and all alone. I'm wearing boots that have a heel and I realized I had to book it because I'm afraid of being alone outside in the dark. Then some dude gets out of his car as I walk by and said, "DAMN gurrrl! You fine! Lemme holla at ya!" You're an idiot, in so many ways.

I need to get ahead on all my school work. I'm starting to get really stressed over all of the things due within the next couple of weeks. 

I was suppose to go out with that guy from Saturday. But 3 nights in a row I had to cancel because I've been too busy with school and work. I suck at dating.

Usually I date guys at least 3 years older than me. But since I've been single I've gone out with one guy who was 11 years older and one that's 9 years older. My parents are almost 12 years apart so it really doesn't seem all that weird to me. Especially since I don't hang out with anyone my age.

The only weird thing about the age difference is that most of their friends are married and all settled down. I'll admit it was also weird when the first dude broke it off out of fairness to his new girlfriend who's 31, has a even higher paying career than his and is ready to settle down.

I don't understand how so many people I go to school with have kids and don't work. I'm so grateful that my parents are helping me out and paying $600 every other week for classes, but I wish the government would help me out just a little. 

Facebook annoys me so much sometimes. Actually, I think I'm going to make a separate post about this. Pretty sure I've had a post about it before, but I think it's needed. Maybe I should just make it about all social networks. 

With that said, I'm done venting. For today. If you read any of this, thank you. I'd apologize for this post, but I warned you all ahead of time!

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