These few days that I haven't blogged have been really intense. I don't really want to go into detail. I'll sum it up.
Friday night, I broke up with the guy I was seeing after I found out something he "didn't tell me because he didn't want me to be hurt." We were at the bar together for our friend's birthday so that was a whole lot of fun.. obviously not. I cried the whole night because I can. Funny how someone can screw up and turn it on the other person. Had to wake up at 7am for class. 3 people asked me if I was stoned because my eyes were so bloodshot and barely open because they were so swollen. At night we had a purse party. Sunday I don't even know what the hell happened. I lost it. Went completely insane. Woke up Monday for my first day of my new job (I haven't even told you guys about that yet! Soon!) realized how much I pissed everyone off. My phone was completely broken. Cool. After work I went to my parents house and clearly my mom didn't want to talk to me. After my ex (the one I dated for 3 years) contacted her last night she made me apologize for what I said last night. So instead of calling him out and using his faults and wrong doings as an excuse for my actions and words... I sucked it up and wrote a nice message to apologize. He responded and was kind. I'll leave it at that.
Today I got my phone fixed!! I have never been so excited to see so many text messages in my life.
Again, I apologize for my lack of posting. It's just been crazy the last few days. I'm much, much better today though!
Friday night, I broke up with the guy I was seeing after I found out something he "didn't tell me because he didn't want me to be hurt." We were at the bar together for our friend's birthday so that was a whole lot of fun.. obviously not. I cried the whole night because I can. Funny how someone can screw up and turn it on the other person. Had to wake up at 7am for class. 3 people asked me if I was stoned because my eyes were so bloodshot and barely open because they were so swollen. At night we had a purse party. Sunday I don't even know what the hell happened. I lost it. Went completely insane. Woke up Monday for my first day of my new job (I haven't even told you guys about that yet! Soon!) realized how much I pissed everyone off. My phone was completely broken. Cool. After work I went to my parents house and clearly my mom didn't want to talk to me. After my ex (the one I dated for 3 years) contacted her last night she made me apologize for what I said last night. So instead of calling him out and using his faults and wrong doings as an excuse for my actions and words... I sucked it up and wrote a nice message to apologize. He responded and was kind. I'll leave it at that.
Today I got my phone fixed!! I have never been so excited to see so many text messages in my life.
Again, I apologize for my lack of posting. It's just been crazy the last few days. I'm much, much better today though!
Oh my god. Text me ASAP. I am so sorry :( Love you! Will bring Taco Bell and Fireball and craft beer to you.
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