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"You never have time for me."

If my blog could talk, that's what it would say. That's actually what many people have been saying to me over the past month or two. On Monday I started school again. I'm not going to lie, I've enjoyed being there all day Monday and all day Wednesday. I get to take too many notes (I love physically writing) and I don't have to deal with work, or anything except class.

I've been saying I've wanted to come back to blogging and before school started, I had no time to sit down with my macbook long enough to focus on a post. I still don't have much time for myself, but I plan on making time during breaks between classes to work on blogging.

Lately, I've been really fed up with people making me feel bad for not having time to spend with them. I don't even have time for myself. "If you wanted to hang out, you'd make time." Really? I'm pretty sure I can't add more hours to the day. I'm over feeling like I'm a bad person because I work too much and go to school more than full-time. And honestly, I've been pretty numb towards the people who have been acting this way towards me.

I think that's what I miss the most about blogging. I can completely slack on blogging and when I show up, I have people who are actually excited to read a post. Thank you so much if you're one of those people.

Also, if you watch The Voice you may have heard the voice I've been obsessed with for years. I was beyond excited to watch him on the premiere.. they saved the best for last!



Anyways, I hope you all are having a wonderful weekend! I'm ready for some Fireball! Cheers!

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