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I hope you all had a wonderful Thanksgiving. Mine was absolutely amazing. The night before I went out downtown and got a little too wild. But I was able to meet more of my guy's friends, which was great. Thanksgiving David (yes, my guy has a name) picked me up since I left my purse and keys at his house.. oops. We went and ate dinner with his parents and watched football and a dog show. Then we went to my parent's house to eat dinner with them. After we decided to go to the movies to see Dallas Buyers Club. We were going to go back to his house, but ended up stopping by his friend's place to hang out with him and his girlfriend. Then a few more of their friends showed up so we decided to stay and have a good time. Since they live right downtown we walked to the only open bar for a night cap. Which was dumb on my part since I had to be to work at 10am to deal with black friday shoppers. Since I didn't join in on the thankful posts, I'll do it now.  I am thankfu...

Recap & new beginnings.

The last 8 days have been absolutely crazy. Between both jobs I've worked 45 hours and had 12 hours of classes. I feel tried constantly. It's been so worth it though. Friday I had class then I went out with my guy friend. I was so nervous because I've convinced myself that I'm done with all of this dating crap. He picked me up and we went downtown for a few drinks. The night was absolutely amazing. Once I stopped being so shy we had great conversations about everything.  Saturday I had to be to work at noon. I was feeling a little regretful about how late I stayed out and how many beers I consumed along with that extra strong Jack & diet I had. My 9 hour shift was super long, but I enjoyed seeing Nate Burleson.  I was suppose to meet up with my guy and his friends, but I was so exhausted and picked up the Sunday morning shift.. so I bailed.  Sunday I worked until 4. I went home, got ready and headed to my guy's house. We watched replays of th...

Struggling so hard.

What am I struggling with today? Life. No worries, I don't mean that in an emotional way. I'm feeling pretty happy to be honest. I stayed up so late last night working on homework and talking to a friend. By the time I went to bed, my alarm was going off 3 hours later so I could keep working on more stuff for class. I've had work or school every day this week and I'm really lacking on sleep. I even spelt my name wrong today. It's 5:30pm and I'm suppose to go out with a friend around 7:30 or 8. I'm trying to figure out how I'm going to get the motivation to re-shower and get ready. I really need to make it an early night though because my alarm is set for 6:30am tomorrow. I have to drive out to school, sit through 2 hours of my 4 hour class then rush to work for my 9 hour shift. It sounds awful, but I'm considering skipping class. That way I can sleep in a little and not be so exhausted for work. I hate missing class because I only have 10 week cla...

I'm still here.

These few days that I haven't blogged have been really intense. I don't really want to go into detail. I'll sum it up.  Friday night, I broke up with the guy I was seeing after I found out something he "didn't tell me because he didn't want me to be hurt." We were at the bar together for our friend's birthday so that was a whole lot of fun.. obviously not. I cried the whole night because I can. Funny how someone can screw up and turn it on the other person. Had to wake up at 7am for class. 3 people asked me if I was stoned because my eyes were so bloodshot and barely open because they were so swollen. At night we had a purse party. Sunday I don't even know what the hell happened. I lost it. Went completely insane. Woke up Monday for my first day of my new job (I haven't even told you guys about that yet! Soon!) realized how much I pissed everyone off. My phone was completely broken. Cool. After work I went to my parents house and clearly ...

A day in the life

I probably should of waited for a more exciting day to document.. however, this was my Wednesday. 3am: I finally fell asleep. I really did plan on going to bed earlier.. my dude was quick to point out that I don't every try to fall asleep early. 830am: I wake up from another insane dream. For some reason I thought I was in my bed, but clearly I wasn't. I haven't slept in my bed in the longest time. 11:30am: I wake up again from another dream and realize I really need to get up. But, I look outside and realize this is day is going to be a struggle. 12pm: Finally grab a cup of coffee while I watch Wendy Williams.  Then decide to get a very small workout in. 1pm: I'm in need of a second cup of coffee while I watch Bethenny and eat some lunch... Just remember I never claimed to eat healthy. 2pm: Time to brush my hair, throw up my hood and head to the glass beach. 3pm: Time to shower & get ready. I hate this part...

Weekend Recap.

I have been sleeping all day long. I'm not sure if I can blame this on my Sunday Funday or the weather. Anyways, I'm really not in the mood to blog, but I skipped yesterday so here we go. Friday night after class I just stayed home because I knew 7am would come too early.  Saturday woke up around 630am.. yup, before my alarm. Had to stop at my doctor's then I was off to school. Class was okay, it was actually pretty entertaining to be honest. Once I was out of class I tanned, ran to the mall and then worked on getting ready. Once my dude got home from work we went out to dinner and for drinks. When I got home I thought it would be an awesome idea to make a salmon burger... and I've never shared any of my cooking stories after drinking, but it always leads to the house being filled with smoke. I opened all the windows and accidently fell asleep. I woke up around 6am realizing it was freezing, all the lights were on.. oops. Sunday I woke up and got ready to w...

#BEDN: Blogging & what held me back.

I really like today's topic of the challenge. I think it's something I've been wanting to discuss. I started this blog as a way to just write about my life. I had absolutely no idea that there was such a wonderful blogging community. I never thought I'd meet so many wonderful people just by writing. I apologize ahead of time if I get off track a little bit, but it's all things I've been meaning to address about my blog and why I haven't been the blogger I wanted to be for the past year. When this blog first started, I was in a 3 year relationship. I blogged about my relationship non-stop. I loved that I'd be able to look back one day and see where we were back then. I didn't really think that one day I'd never want to read those posts. I remember the day that I knew I wanted out of the relationship, it was Sweetest Day. It was also the night he told me he was planning on proposing within the next 6 months. I couldn't wrap my head around t...