* Pretty Little Endeavors

I'm worn out. I'm absolutely exhausted. I don't even feel like wasting this energy to type this, but since I'm already slacking with this blog.. I'm updating. I'll try and actually make a good post tomorrow. Alright so one thing real quick I just want to mention, since it was a good laugh. So, I deleted my formspring because I was so damn sick of getting questions about mine and Lucas' pasts. Let's be honest how many people would care about that? Exactly. Yesterday I get an "anonymous" tumblr message going on and on about how every post I write is about Lucas' ex girlfriend and I'm so insecure about my relationship. And it honestly freaked me out. I started thinking about it, there is someone out there that honestly reads my blogs and truly believes that I would take time out of my life to write about them. It's sad to me that people can read something so negative and be so insecure with who they are and think that statement is

Well, here goes nothing. I decided to try this out. I've been thinking about it for a while, even created the account.. and finally, here I am. I actually decided this because I'm so fed up with Tumblr. Maybe I should just say I'm fed up with social networking. I don't understand why people take the internet so seriously. I'm not 16, I don't need anyone's approval for what I do with my life or what I post on my blog. I just want to be able to say whatever I want, and not hear people complain about it. So please, don't read this if you're going to upset yourself over words I type. So yesterday Lucas took me to get my first tattoo. "Trust Your Struggle" on my hip. I feel that if I'm going to get a tattoo, it better really hit home and mean a lot to me. Lucas' half sleeve is all music. It's the most beautiful tattoo I have ever seen. My favorite painting is A Starry Night and his tattoo reminds me of that. He's going to ge