* Pretty Little Endeavors

Seriously.. I’ve kept you all waiting too long! Here are some Birthday pictures!!! Red wings game for my birthday, Michigan Brewing Company to celebrate my birthday and my Papa (Grandpa) ‘s birthday! I got flowers and LOTS of treats! My parents bought me way too much! I was begging for a small curling iron with an easy clamp thingy… my mom has ones that are professional ones, and I can’t figure out how to clamp the hair.. I’ll have to show you all a picture, I know I sound so dumb right now. But, that’s why I always use a straightener to curl my hair.. but, she bought me one! They also got me Just Dance Country, I’ve already mentioned that though. I also got a new purse, Birthday cake Oreos.. YUM, Juicy spray, new shirts, jewelry, and a new travel coffee mug. I also did a great job of spoiling the crap out of myself. I guess that wraps up my 20th Birthday… I will be making a post about this, but really quickly I want to tell you guys that I am officially a registere

It seems that every time I swear to start updating more and all that.. something comes up. So I’m not making any promises anymore about updating. My life has been too hectic lately. Don’t read that wrong.. I will be updating! I hope to be updating more than usual.. but I won’t make any promises. I want you all to know that I read all of your comments. I love knowing that you guys actually read the junk I write. Every so often, I will realize that I’m going on weeks of only getting an hour or two of sleep per night. I wears me down so much, but I push my self to keep going. But, then I’ll end up sick or completely crashing. Which brings us to today. The day I’m practically a zombie. Work tonight seemed impossible because I feel horrible. I’m going to take the rest of my night to lay in bed, with sleepy time tea and Netflix. I hope tomorrow I will be back in action, because I have a lot to get done! I want to fill you all in on my Birthday.. I also need to get back to a few of you who

  Thank you all so much for the Birthday wishes!!! I had a great Birthday! Tomorrow I’ll give you some pictures, promise!! I don’t have much time because I have to get ready for work. But, this is something my parents got me… Crap! I’m obsessed! I loved Just Dance 2.. But country?!? I’m going to by the second one because I love it! I’ll leave you guys with some of the fan photos of the boy and I at the game last night.   There’s more.. but I’ll keep you waiting!  

  Which means, it’s okay … To wear my hair extra big. To take it a little too far with my Wings gear To buy myself some Birthday gifts (Done!) To make myself some cupcakes (Yes, currently I am) To make a playlist full of 90’s hits To constantly find ways to mention that it’s my Birthday To over enjoy my free Birthday drink at Starbucks To leave my lab a little early to avoid traffic for the game (After all.. 8 hours of school on my Birthday.. not fair.) To pay attention to who says Happy Birthday on Facebook (You never talk to me.. but thanks? and “happy bd” is not acceptable.) To take note that in 365 days I can drink legally in America To take 50 too many pictures To use the excuse “But, it’s my Birthday”

I’m trying to be more excited.. Honestly right now I’m just not feeling it. It sounds stupid because so many people have done great things for me. I’ll be sure to post plenty of pictures tomorrow of everything. I’ll be honest. I hate how distant people I used to be best friends with can be. I’ve grown older and I know that I can’t hold onto these people. I understand that people change. But, I don’t have to like it. So tonight I get a message from this guy who thought I’d totally be willing to disrespect Lucas and flirt with this guy and hook up with him. Obviously, I’m practically obsessed with Lucas.. well, maybe not practically, I’m obsessed. I’m not going to even flirt with another guy because I can’t even bring myself to dig someone other than my bubba. I remembered him pulling the “things aren’t going well with my girlfriend and I” line with my old best friend.. so I text her to gossip.. no response. So I text my old guy best friend (We all used to be best friends together.. t

Everyone is talking about dieting and working out. It’s almost making my head spin. Yeah.. Miss I have to run 13.5 miles straight in 67 days.. I need to get my butt motivated. Pinterest is helping. ( HERE ARE MY FIT PINS ) So are all of you!! Thanks! I’ve always said by the time I’m 20 I want to be the skinniest I’ve ever been.. Well, 2 days short of being 20.. I’ve reached my goal. However, now I want to be the fittest. Why are we so focused on getting skinny? I love my body.. but I want to be strong and feel great! Girls that are in shape are far more attractive than girls that are just skinny. I need to make a lot of changes in my lifestyle. I eat great.. but I need to do better than this. What keeps all of you motivated?

  Just curious about how you guys feel about this.. I had a girl I know, told me all about how she put a tracking device on her husband’s cell phone. He doesn’t know it. She keeps a poker face when it comes to checking up on him. Do you guys think that’s taking it too far? I think it’s interesting to hear everyone’s thoughts on this stuff. I know I and Lucas have both had past relationships where we weren’t trusted. He had an ex who had to see his phone all the time and would try and break it if there was a number she didn’t know… I’ve had relationship where I had to give them all my passwords.. it made things very tense. Do you think knowing a password is enough to keep your mind from ever wondering? Or do you have to actually log onto their email, phone records and facebook? Do you even feel the need to have their password? How about who he talks to.. does that matter to you? And if you have any comments or thoughts, be honest. I’ll share my honest thoughts tonight on this as

Hi loves! I’m actually relaxing, about to put on some Netflix and call it a night! I need to get some laundry together first, and of course update all of you. Not that anything exciting happened.. So yesterday, I came home from work.. exhausted! Lucas and I took my mom out to dinner since my dad was sick. I was the world biggest bitch. I’m not kidding either. I was feeling so sleep deprived and horrible! I was so mean, and so rude.. very embarrassing to admit. I get home, take everything out on Lucas.. I start crying about how badly I wanted to go see The Vow. Most people probably would of told me off and called me names I deserved.. but not Lucas. Lucas, looks up movie times and tells me when the next one is and that he’s taking me. You’d think I’d be grateful that he handled my crazy bitch mood swing.. I cried, and I complained.. and then the best thing that could ever happen for Lucas that night.. I fell asleep. For 6 hours! I woke up.. and it was 230am.. so I went to bed. Lucas st

Valentine’s Day was fab! I made Lucas a card, baked him a big cookie and brownies! I decorated them all cute. I bought him a ton of candy, I even bought him a new Red Wings hoodie and shirt. But.. guess what he got me… Okay, so last year it was my Tiffany & Co ring. I told him I never want anything else Tiffany because it’s overrated.. even though I absolutely LOVE my ring.. everything in that store is like 10 times the price anywhere else.. and let’s face it, if he’s willing to buy me more jewelry.. I’d like some bling. We’ve looked at jewelry stores and I always point out the rings with diamonds all around the band.. Well.. He surprised me with a gorgeous ring… look how perfect it looks on my hand..    BAM! The top picture, I have both of my rings on together <3 The second picture is just of my new gorgeous diamond band! Oh, and don’t mind me.. I’m scrubbing it up big time tonight. I’m exhausted, had classes all day and my eyes are bugging me so bad. I’m allergic to my