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Freaking out.


Im sitting in my truck, in the parking lot at my new school. I got here way too early.. an hour to be exact. But I don't know this area so its not like I can go grab a coffee.. to be honest I don't know if this area is safe enough for me to go grab a coffee. All I know is its pouring rain, its freezing, this girl who looks like she is going to go into labor any second is walking super slow in the rain and there's some old school limo parked behind me. I'm so nervous, but kind of excited to start over and give it my all. Only 20 people get into the program a year. I have to keep almost a 4.0 This is going to be a stressful year.. but I think I'm ready.

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